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Nothingoh steal away my heart. 
the air that i breath. 
marry belief. 
i can not see. 
disbelief. 
i can agree. 
lines between. 
all those that counted. 
all things that matter. 
brain splatter. 
brain matter. 
brains matter. 
seen here after. 
dying faster. 
dead here after.
Umcan you dance on the moon? 
or would you die? 
would you have a better chance at life? 
to cry. 
to hide. 
away from reality. 
escape from the tragedies. 
of life. 
eternities. 
come play with me. 
die for a fee. 
struggle for a fee. 
suffer for free. 
conscious bleed. 
unconscious see.
wondering. 
dream. 
heaven. 
imaginary. 
hell. 
not scary. 
so i bury. 
tragic set free.
Lost Causeas the rain brings same
getting my taste of pain
all remaining the same
none of me can be tamed
no voice
not a whisper
all who know me
fall distant
am i ugly
with the sickness
dont touch him
infected
Ressolvecome into me. 
like a dream. 
for it seems you believe. 
you can dream. 
you can see. 
you can wonder.
 silent thunder. 
liquid murmur. 
should you wonder. 
would you wish.
for this to be bliss. 
friendship kiss. 
days that miss. 
muted ticks. 
calling home.
No Ideadreaming of screaming. 
everything seeming. 
dreaming and screaming. 
wondering if you will leave me. 
grieving. 
teasing. 
can you really see me. 
hear me. believing. 
my moments of dreaming. 
of living. my giving. 
trying to be so willing. 
feeling. 
being. 
breaking through. 
wishing you knew.
My feelingsThere is not a day that goes by where you are on my mind. Whether i’m worried or miss you or just thinking about just how much I love you. There are just so many things I want to do with you so many places we could go. There is just so much we have yet to experience together and I want to to and see it all. There is nothing more I want then you by my side. No one else in this world I could love as much as I love you and there is no one else I want to see laying next to me when I open my eyes in the morning. I want you all of you your good moods your bad moods and everything in between. I wanna be there for your good days and your bad da
RoseWhen the tears begin to fall,
I allow myself to weep.
When I try and try to forget
its the memories of you I keep.
A fire dances, burning me
but the pain is what I've asked for.
One more place i need to see,
to know I have you no more.
this longing, this ache,
one which I can't explain.
I feel it, and i know it is heartbreak
for i may never see you again.
We've parted, we've went our separate ways
and I know this, i know that it's true.
but i cant help it, because this is one of those days
when I'm really missing you.
The Car Crash on 2nd AvenueAnd the light would hit me like a car crash
but instead of crying and broken
I'd be exhilarated and praising
for whoever hit me with that ongoing car
And the driver would be Faith
and I wouldn't mind getting hurt
It's shove the shards of hope
Down my throat
And through my veins

Is that what it'd be like
To have Hope again?
Wishful Thinkinghave you ever had a dream? 
had a dream where it seems. 
where your king or queen. 
where trouble is nothing. 
and you have power over everything. 
have you ever had a dream? 
A thought? 
where life was special. 
family. 
friends. 
everyone so loving and helpful. 
where you didnt need a savior. 
no save me. 
no need to save her. 
we are happy. together. 
a life of gold. 
forever. 
this dream.
FreedomTears ever so sweetly to taste, feel them run down my cheek...
The blade ever so cold, feel it run up and down my wrist.......
The blood so warm, feel it tickle my arm as it runs down it....
losing my sight,feel so cold as my body turns to ice.......
I see i now, i feel him now death sweet death...........
come take me away from all this pain for my soul wants to be as the air is free to blow as the sun is free to shine so warmly. ....
i miss the happy days those days where the sun shine so bright on my skin the smiles and cheer smiles the loving hugs the sweets given by love ones...but now seeing all the flash backs before the sweet death ap
Confio en ti, amigaHe confiado en ti
Pues mi mente te abrí
He visto por ti
Pues mi corazón te di

Amistad es mi pregunta
Que aunque sigilosa
Me hace perder la cordura

Tu haz preguntado lo mismo
Y lo mismo te he respondido

Que lejanos estemos
No amerita que nos amedrentemos
Pues es sólo un obstáculo
Para de el otro ser oráculo

Mis sentimientos te compartí
Y más que nada mi amistad ofrecí
No respondas ofrecimiento con olvido
O el olvido te ofrecerá su castigo

La vida es más simple que eso
Pero no es tan dulce como un beso

Amiga: aprende a vivir, aprende a amar
When relationships grows oldYou confuse me
Why do you say you love when you don't
You confuse me
Why do you say we'll grow old together and you know we won't
You confuse me
Why do you you say you care, yet you're never there
When will you own up to your word?
Why do play me like a cat plays a bird?
What is it that you want?
I say I love you and you act so blunt.
Why do you stay?
Why stick around?
You don't even try, but yet you turn my world upside down
We use to laugh, but now only I cry
This isn't working....
It's time to say bye
Free  I can see the fear in your eyes
     The horror in your soul
Tell you the path to make you whole
     The path of redemption
       The road of denial
 Is the same one that sets you free
Rest in peaceYou walk in the door and sink to your knees
Let go of the pain that nobody sees
But no matter, how long you spend crying
Inside it hurts, and you just feel like dying
A voice is calling your head
As clear liquid drops are shed
I’m here, I promise, always and forever
I promise not to leave you ever
In the dark I hear you call my name
I’m slowly starting to go insane
You’re gone now, to a better place
But life without you is not the same
Rest in peace, I miss you so
In my heart I’ll never let you go
Gone With The Windonce upon i lied. 
the next day i cried.. 
the following week i died. 
leaving a hollow shell inside. 
couldve been tried. 
but i was one with death. 
demonic family. 
killing yourself. 
killing for help. 
depressed to death. 
leave me alone. 
i will kill myself. 
shot to my head. 
ive blown myself. 
request short limited. 
there is nothing left.
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I Can't Even Begin To Think

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It's a new year,
A new time,
A new fear.
It's always running,
And never living,
It's always fighting,
And never forgiving.
A new year for me,
Maybe this one I'll get through,
I can hope and dream,
But that dream won't come true.
I can't even begin to think,
Of surviving this new year.
I can't even begin to think,
Of having to feign so much cheer.
I can't even begin to think,
Of living with my lies.
I can't begin to think,
Or myself I will despise.
I can't even begin to think,
This is my greatest fear.
I can't even begin to think of surviving this new year.

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I Can't Even Begin To Thinkby =clarissabelle

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Mayans SUCK!! They gave me so much false hope.
©2012-2013 =clarissabelle
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~avondaleklr Dec 31, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
This may be short but it's to the point and actually quite relatable.
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=clarissabelle Dec 31, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Yeah that's what I head for with my poems.
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~avondaleklr Dec 31, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Very nice.
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